What's wrong? Are you ok?? (Different anon but still concerned)
Life is a bit jumbled right now. On one hand, a lot of good things have happened. But on the other hand, a large handful of things have ruined dome of the bad things.
Not to mention it’s still June, which is a hard month for me. But it’s almost July, so hopefully life picks up then. X.x
I don’t want happy weddings I don’t want companies sticking little rainbows on stuff I don’t want allies flooding the streets at Pride for ‘support’
I want homes and clothes and hormones and medical care and education and legal protection and access to shared history and community and safety and respect for ALL my LGBT+ siblings.
Hey there! It's me again, the anon from before. It's been a few days since I last mailed you, and you're still not back. I just want to make sure that you're okay, so if you see this, just know that I'm thinking about you and I miss you!!!
Hey there Jack!! I noticed that you haven't posted in a few days, so I just wanted to make sure you're doing okay!! I'm sure you're just busy or something, but I wanted to check up on you just in case!
so there I was, minding my own gay business, when suddenly a heterosexual looked at me! the nerve! how dare a mere mortal gaze upon my celestial being with their feeble eyes. how very distasteful
You know what’s ridiculous? The fact that diet culture leads us to believe that calories are evil
It’s ridiculous when you eat/drink something and someone says “do you know how many calories are in that?” as if to say how DARE you consume calories
Well news flash: you actually need calories to live, they are literally essential to life. Sorry not sorry if choosing to live is offensive in some way
people with round tummies can wear crop tops. people with tummy folds can wear crop tops. people with flat tummies can wear crop tops. people with toned tummies can wear crop tops. people with scars or birthmarks or stretchmarks or tattoos on their tummies can wear crop tops.
crop tops are for literally anyone and if you feel happy and confident wearing one go for it because life’s way too short and crop tops are way too cute not to.
oh my god i’m fucking sick of this generation’s mentality that your sadness is beautiful and somebody will fix you and all this fucking john green shit nobody will find you in a bookstore reading bukowski and want to lie with you and nobody will kiss your scars and you will not be like effie and freddie you’ve got to be your own fucking hero and surround yourself with positivity
though, offering my silly opinion even though I said I wasn't going to!! I just want you to feel better again soon, and I'll be thinking about you tomorrow!! Good luck!!!!
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Thanks, man. ;0;
And your opinion isn’t silly. It’s rad. You’re rad.
*hugs you* I'm so sorry you're feeling like this!! I wish I could help you out, but I'm not claiming to have any idea what you're feeling right now, so it's probably better if I don't offer my silly opinions. I really hope you do great on the SAT, and that you can keep up your confidence!! As silly as this is going to sound, maybe doing something that makes you feel happy tonight would help? Anything to lift your spirits a little before the test might help out more then you think!! Here I am-
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Thanks kind anon. ;0;
It helps a little to know someone is wishing me well.
I’ve been marathoning 6teen to try and lift my spirits. Let’s hope it works.
I know I can't really do anything to help, but I just wanted to pop by and remind you to stay positive!! I know things seem kind of hard right now, but your attitude can really make a difference! If you walk in to take the SAT feeling good about the score you're going to get, you're sure to score higher then if you walk in worried about your parents opinion of you! Just do your best to remember that you're really smart (even though it might be hard), and to have faith in yourself!! <3
Dad lectured me again about my grades. He’s mad because my grades are dropping. He said I’m not going to get into any of the colleges I want if I dont shape up.
I didn’t even get the chance to tell him I made honor roll for the fourth year in a row.
The SAT is tomorrow and I’m suddenly stressed.
I probably won’t get a good enough score to make my dad happy.
Why do I try?
I’m already a disappointment, may as well fail big.
That feeling when someone you don’t talk to much checks in on you or just does something sweet for you out of the blue and you just don’t know how to respond to such spontaneous kindness and it brightens your day.
i put my hands in my pockets casually, giving a nervous laugh. ‘w-what’s an otp’ i stutter. i take my hand out of my pocket to brush my hair back smoothly. a list falls out of the pocket. it begins to roll. it is going on seven blocks now. i begin to cry.
