It will be weird going to Christmas Eve dinner and not being able to eat anything, but my mom and I already made a plan that she’s gonna make me really good hazelnut hot chocolate to drink throughout the night so I can still enjoy something awesome. =u=

I’m so surprised by how for my mom has come in terms of support for this kind of thing. I mean, she always meant well… but she never realized how harmful her actions and words were until fairly recently, and I can tell she regrets it a lot, so it’s nice that she’s also trying.