“i’m crying why can’t i write/draw/sing/etc like this???” because you are not that person, my love. you write/draw/sing the way you were supposed to. take your art, work hard at your art, love your art; be proud that it is you, all the way 100%. one day someone will look at your work and say, “why can’t this be me” and you’ll tell them: because you are already who you need to be.