fishstewpizzaheiress:

scabiez:

twylaboogieman:

beaky-peartree:

abbyvstheforcesofevil:

well considering you’re a coward who has me blocked lets go through the list

-you constantly and obsessively harassed your ex veronika when she had done nothing to you

-you encouraged to make a hurtful post about a friend because you were obsessed with taking her down

-you clung to me so badly you jumpstarted my anxiety disorder and made me fearful to talk to anyone that wasn’t you

-you also made me reignite my self harming habits

-you threatened suicide because luna stood up to you

-you forced riley into an apology for standing up for luna

-you constantly threatened self harm to anyone that didn’t dare pay attention to you

-your constant belittling of us made us wary to trust anyone

-your extreme gaslighting gives us a hard time believing anything still

-you manipulated alex into staying friends with you and threatened self harm if he ever left

-you manipulated red into staying with you but you dumped him for being rightfully uncomfortable with bronies at the drop of a hat

-you threw such an intense fit when we dared to interact with another skype group you ended up destroying the other skype group in the process and then forced us into apologies because we didn’t pay attention to you for five minutes

-you also threw a fit over us interacting while you weren’t there for one night and forced us to apologize to you as if we did anything wrong

-i was headed into a breakdown yet you demanded i apologize to you because i dared to reach out to people that cared unlike you

-you constantly insult your friends when they don’t pay attention to you

-you constantly make posts about people not caring effectively manipulating them into giving you attention

-you constantly blame your abuse on you mental disorders as if that gives you any excuse

-you threaten self harm if anyone tries to leave you

-when people eventually leave you you cry abandonment for sympathy and manipulate people into thinking the side that left are monsters

-you constantly drag people down and manipulate them to stay with you when you’ve destroyed their self confidence

-you gaslight anyone who questions anything at all you’ve done

-you call anyone who doesn’t agree with you ignorant and belittle them into agreeing with you

-you refuse to be concerned with anything that doesn’t have to do with you and when someone shows interest in something else you force them to pay attention to you by threatening self harm or claiming no one cares

-you lure people into friendship with and force them to stay with you with everything i’ve listed above

so yknow you’re pretty fuckin abusive, asshole

- you NEVER admit when you’re wrong. Ever
- you refuse to acknowledge your history of abuse and write your victims off as “liars” and “the real abusers”
- you bring up random facts of life stories about yourself when you’re in an argument that you have never once brought up before for the sake of defending yourself, which is why i can’t trust you. you lie so much idk what’s true anymore
- you discourage recovery
- you have ridiculous expectations for your friends but can’t be bothered to meet any of those yourself
- you’re asking your current friends that you’re abusive while actively silencing and denying your dozens of victims who are no longer friends with you

• you guilt trip your friends for being close to people who aren’t you and sharing things with other people (like getting angry at me for encouraging people to read homestuck, as if the immensely popular webcomic belonged to you)
• starting fights because people had friendship groups that didn’t include you. like one of your fucking rules was that we couldn’t even be in skype groups without you. even if it was a conversation that didn’t concern you, we’d have to hide it for fear of you lashing out at us.
• you made us afraid of you because you always had more influence and could easily skew the story to turn people against us
• you’re incredibly public about drama when it never needs to be, so you can garner sympathy and shame your friends into groveling for your forgiveness
• you would create paranoia that you’re speaking about us publicly on your “private” sideblogs/deviantart journals/facebook
• you get angry at people for trivial things like not tagging you as a cartoon character but never acknowledge our feelings when you hurt us, constantly 
• you then act as if you were never upset at us, saying we were the upset ones, messing with our heads, which is gaslighting 
• you would use your alcoholism and suicidal tendancies as leverage to keep people where you wanted them. someone was not doing what you wanted? make a big show of how drunk you were, making it clear that it was there fault. someone tries to get away from you? threaten suicide.
• guilt people for what they feel because it’s “too negative” for you when you’re an insufferable storm of negativity underneath a transparent fake nice demeanor.
• like you have everyone work around the long list of things you hate and can’t deal with but if someone is uncomfortable with your rampant talk of alcoholism, like abby or your followers, then it’s tough luck for them. better unfollow, or fucking break off their friendship in abby’s case.
• do you not remember pushing riley onto me when we hardly knew each other when his grandparents died and you didn’t want to deal with him and his grieving? 
• making everyone believe that your victims are actually your abusers to reduce their credibility and, again, garner sympathy. 
• never taking responsibility for these people that you’ve hurt, making us all fear for all the people close to you in your own life. 
• seriously, i live states away but i’ve had people who know you irl, from your high school, your ex girlfriend, come to me and tell me how awful you were to them and how they didn’t know how to deal with it
• cause trauma in people like me, riley, and abby that we’re still reeling from five years later but you can never own up to. 

• made a public journal “vague posting” about abby telling her to “stop brooding because nobody wants to hear it” even though she was in the middle of dealing with a literal mental breakdown
  
• called me paranoid and told me i was making everything up when i told you how much you had hurt me and how our falling out affected me
• remember when you instantly decided nate was no longer your friend because he made a facebook status saying he just started to enjoy american dad? like…you literally told him you were done with him because you made a big stink about how much you hate seth macfarlane and he responded “i don’t see the big deal i just like the show” 
• you would frequently contact me about how upset you were with alex because he hadn’t responded to your texts like 10 minutes after you’d send them even though most of the time he had just fallen asleep 
• remember when you made a literal list of rules for your own friends to follow and got upset when we “broke one of the rules”, throwing fits and threatening to hurt yourself, and whenever we’d try to come to your aid you’d (claim to) be piss drunk while degrading us and questioning our loyalty
• you like to make transphobic posts about transmasculine people, telling us we’re all privileged no matter what even though you’re a white dfab who’s okay with being called a girl and being perceived as a girl. you literally only talk about how you’re “Trans As Fuck” when it’s to talk about how much better trans men have it than you and when you’re in arguments with people, and you constantly spread misinformation about  what dysphoria is, even though you have said you don’t have it so you shouldn’t be telling people what it is and isn’t. and yet you also “can’t talk about race issues because you’re white and you don’t get to have a voice”?
• and well now, you justify pedophilia, which that alone should be enough to make anyone see that you’re a disgusting person, and you use your mental illness as an excuse to justify that. what are you gonna say to people when you run out of excuses for your behavior? actually own up to your shit, like literally everyone else has to do, even if they’re mentally ill? 
  

• got your 17 year old girlfriend to “referee” a skype conversation with a 13 year old boy you were fighting with over him liking a cartoon which resulted in you both blaming him for betraying you, making you upset etc which made him cry for HOURS because of how much he had idolized you before that
  
• made a 3 page “vague” journal about me at 15 years old calling me a whore because i was incredibly hurt and angry that my girlfriend of 3 years had cheated on me and lied about it
  
• proceeded to then talk bad about me to anyone who would listen on social media (where i could SEE IT) causing me a lot of anxiety, more so than the girl who literally cheated on me
• didnt listen when she literally asked you to leave me alone because she knew the blame was hers but you refused
• literally yelled at my best friend to stop being my friend because i was “evil” causing HER anxiety
• proceeded to talk shit about me to mutual friends YEARS LATER because of whatever problem you had with me 3 years ago, maniulating them to make them hate me too
• literally never being upfront about any issue youve ever had with me (which apparently youve had a lot of) despite the fact you literally NEVER spoke to me and knew NOTHING about me
• literally made up things about me, like acting like we had a “mutual understanding” about hating each other and saying i said things i never did (proof being how we NEVER SPOKE)
• used me as the target dummy for all your fucking self loathing for years instead of facing the facts that YOU were the evil asshole all along

(Source: finnreypoerose)