Current state of being: I took a nap for like an hour. Peaches slept next to me and now she’s just chilling with me since I woke her up when I got up. I took a second dose of Tylenol Cold & Flu because I don’t think my body wants the caffeine of my regular painkillers, and I’m both nauseous and having an extreme migraine. I’m mostly using the tumbles on my phone since I have a blue light filter installed to protect my eyes. I can turn down the brightness of my laptop, but sitting certain ways makes me more nauseous.

I’m finishing off a bowl of oatmeal, but I just had to dump out the last 1/3 of the awesome milk tea I was drinking. While I was napping, a dairy, slimy film formed over it, which I unknowingly slurped up. No amount of oatmeal and 7Up can repair what has been done. I had to change my shirt because I frantically spat it out, all over myself.

I’m wondering when the person whose car I scratched will see the note on their car. I’m terrified they’ll be aggressive- I’m absolutely terrified out of my mind that it will be an amab man. If it is I don’t know how I’ll be able to talk it out with them. I apologized profusely in the note and insisted I would pay all the costs to fix the scratch, but my worst fear is dealing with irate/angry amab men.