So my mom is withholding my “allowance” (the money I use to exist). They (her and dad) made me move back in with them which is 20 minutes away from ANYTHING at best so a job is off the table. She refuses to use my correct name and pronouns, and when she does attempt it she treats it like a game or a burden, even though she knows that it pushed me towards three out of four of my suicide attempts. I feel isolated and in the middle of nowhere. I can’t save up to live with my girlfriend again because, again, a job is impossible right now. I’m disabled physically and mentally (I will soon be admitted to a facility for a month so that’s another reason I can’t yet apply for any jobs), stuck in a place where I can’t do anything, and my mental health is further deteriorating at an alarming rate by having to stay there.

What the hell do I do? What I need to do is earn some money but that’s damn near impossible. I’m so stressed and sick of living there, in a house where I’m not respected and my identity is treated like a joke.