I just….. ;o;

They’re just so hella cute because when we send pics and forth it’s usually late for her so she has adorable sleepy eyes, which is the cutest thing since forever and just sending pics late at night (not really late for me I guess, like midnight for me) is just so much and a perfect way to end the night.

And she’s a super good artist; like damn. I can’t even how wonderful she draws. I love her art style so whenever she uploads a new drawing I’m like “WOOOOOO”.

One of my favorite things is that when we text she replies SUPER fast which means a lot to me because like when people take forever to reply to every message or just flat out don’t reply because they don’t want to go get their phone or something it makes me really kinda sad because then I feel like they don’t actually want to talk to me? IDK but she usually replies really fast which makes me all goofy and happy.

Also getting to text her during school is so much fun because it makes the day go by super fast and I end up just walking to AP Studio Art with this big dumb dorky grin on my face, which is weird because usually I just walk silently and keep to myself.

Also she is drop-dead gorgeous. Like oh my Lord. She is stunning and breathtaking and cute as all get out. I mean, looks aren’t the most important thing to me, but she is so adorable I can’t help but forever notice.

Also she’s a fantastic listener and a gentle person that just makes me feel like I can be myself with them. No fronts or facades, just me being a lame goof and making puns. XD I just…. ahhhh. ;///u///;

My other online friends are trying to encourage me to tell her, but I’m too damn nervous, y'know? I don’t think she feels the same way at all…. sooooo better play it safe.