Having characters in the seasons really helps me write the chapters. If I weren't a contestant, it would feel so impersonal, but because my characters are there and interacting with everyone, it's not even a hassle to write episodes. It's a joy, because I think of all the development I got to experience with said characters. I'd still like writing for the show when I'm not in it, but it's just not the same, you know? If I'm going to write 14 page episodes, I want it to be super fun. XD