Yay things that don’t affect me are sending my anxiety into overdrive.

That’s always a treat.

I’ve always been a total stickler for the rules, and if something happens then that is it and it’s over. At least, that’s how I view the world.

I don’t know why it bothers me but I guess in my weird anxious logic it brings me back to the kids who break rules in school and although it doesn’t affect me it still irks me that they’re being distracting and stuff. And I guess what I’m grumpy lumpy about right now isn’t like that, but my mind goes on until it reaches that.

The current situation makes me think of back when I adminned an RP forum and people tried to bend or flat out break rules they didn’t like. People that broke and bended the rules on the forum reminded me of people at school who broke the rules and didn’t care that they were being a nuisance.

So my brain equates the current situation with all that anger and frustration.

And now I’m pissed.

And grumpy.

And lumpy.

And I’m going to go watch a marathon of Game Grumps because that always lifts my spirits.