Okay so this is really personal so it’s going under the cut.

So I just almost threw up because I coughed to hard.

I know that sounds weird, but this is a reoccurring problem and it’s just pissing me off so much I can’t stand it.

I used to be bulimic, and I purged for so long that even now if I cough too hard it hits my gag reflex or if I laugh too hard so I’m always afraid that I’m going to throw up on accident when I’m hanging out with friends.

And I mean right now I’m home alone so no big deal but it’s just infuriating because I know it could happen, and I’m really afraid that it would.

Hngh. I was all happy and full of food but now I feel sick.