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Well, looks like TDT is getting a new season! On one hand, I’m so excited for those involved, and I hope it’s a blast for all involved! C:

On the other hand… I’m jealous. I honestly want to participate, but I just can’t do so reasonably.

For one, I’m not able to use my own computer for RP right now, as it’s so slow and riddled with viruses. I only use this computer an hour or two a day, late at night.

I work now. I’m tired as all get out when I get home after a 6 or 8 hour shift, and I couldn’t put in the effort I’d want to.

So I’d barely be able to RP, my RP would suck because of how tired… it’s not a fun combo, really. Then I’d get voted off early on. Not that it’s everything, but interacting with other characters is my lifeblood, of course.

So anyways, I just want to reiterate that I’m happy for those rebooting TDT and I hope you have a blast and a half, but I truly am jealous and a bit melancholic that I’ll likely be forgotten from the fandom as it carries on in my absence. I’ve always been a sensitive guy, and seeing something you poured so much time into slip away from you is a hard thing for me to do. But such is life. It goes on, new RP-ers will come in, better writers, artists, character designers… all that jazz.

So have fun, and I regret not being able to be a part of your reindeer games. ;u;“”