Just gonna be real, I’m really glad I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow afternoon because I’m really not ready to be back in English class yet.

I love English class so much but lately it has been harder than ever to be in there because there’s someone in there I just can’t be around.

I used to be able to pretend they weren’t there or at least not have to look at them, but since we started a new book we now sit in a circle and I have to see her face every day and it makes me stomach churn and my whole body go numb and I hurt my throat from screaming in my car yesterday. I cannot keep being in the same room as her.

I just can’t do this, yo. I already have to get through robotics with her there, why does she have to be in one of my favorite classes too?