Apparently to see the pulmonary department alone you have to be 18, unlike in most other departments of the same facility. Well that makes a big setback for my day. Thankfully someone cancelled their 9:30 at the last minute so in an hour I can go back with my mom.

Currently sitting in Starbucks with a hazelnut hot chocolate and taking deep breaths.

Although I should have made sure I could go alone, people make miserable. I’m not a bad person and I’m not dumb, I just made a slight error. I’m not dumb or worthless, I’m human.

Deep breaths.