How many friends do you prefer to have?

Ideally, I’d like 2-3 close friends and 4-5 friends. I’m not super into that weird sort-of friendship where it’s more like casual acquaintances because that’s awkward to me.

What’s something that people assume about you that isn’t true?

A lot of people have the audacity to assume my gender, so there’s that.

How do you deal with boredom?

I spend like two hours trying to decide what to do and by the time I do, it’s too late.

Did you ever have an emo phase?

Kind of? In middle school I was more into the scene aesthetic than the emo aesthetic. I was the neon skinny jeans, jagged bangs, and graphic T-shirts kind of dork and I listened to all the standard emo/scene bands. Most notoriously, I was super into Blood On The Dance Floor and to this day I don’t even regret it even though they’re trash.

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

“(…)with a partner. Many people find it hard to use words to communicate(…)”

Literally just the text on line 14- IDK if I was supposed to finish the sentence even if it went on to the next line. XD

Fair game- I was considering Duskull for the lulz, but I ended up putting in Pancham since it seemed to fit his overall demeanor better. XD

Of course! Thanks for letting me know- I’ll go back through my recent posts and fix it where I need to.

The joke was that people have been giving her shit for years and her old philosophy was “Shake It Off” but now she creates the most “fuck you” diss track I’ve seen in a while. XD I think her marketing prowess is fucking genius, to the point where it is intentional that there is the perspective that some can argue that she also released the most petty clapback. But, that’s kind of the point? She worked with how other people talk shit on her instead of trying to work against it. Can it come off as petty and over-dramatic? Yes. Is that intentional? Hell yes.

TL;DR I think it was outright intentional for her to come across as over-dramatic, petty, etc. in many of her personas in LWYMMD because that’s who the media have been trying to set her up to be, and instead of trying to fight it she’s like “guess I’ll just own it”.

Thank you so much ;;o;;; The handsome boy is… alive. And kicking. //fist pump//

Thank you so much! I understand that a lot of us are broke af during these times, though the encouragement genuinely means a lot. ;;w;;

I do pretty much any humanoid or animal-type character. As long as I have a reference of some sort, then I can roll with it. ^^ If I don’t know the series a character is from, I’ll probably do a bit of research first since personality is important in deciding a pose, but I don’t charge extra for that or anything. If it’s an OC, a bit of info on their personality is super helpful for the same reason!

Me too, tbh… it’s just a really fucked situation that I ended up in BECAUSE I reached out to them for help. I was failing college, unable to function, and had been hiding it from everyone for months. I finally cracked and leaned on them for help. My dad is okay, but my mom… my mom has made this house so unsafe to be in, but it’s my only option.

This house, for starters, is 30 minutes away from any semblance of society. Getting a job would be damn near impossible.

In order to see my girlfriend, I have to take a ferry and the whole trip takes over an hour.

I’ve been trying to see my girlfriend as much as possible, but my mom is livid when she has to look after my dog for any period of time and insists I need to bring her with me, which just isn’t possible.

She complains about how my emotional support animal isn’t constantly with me so CLEARLY I just wanted a pet and don’t actually need my dog. So then I ask her why I can’t bring Peaches to the in-patient program I’m going to since mom agreed in that situation that I should have her at all times. She scoffed and said she’s not paying extra for that. I told her she was treating Peaches like a service animal only when it was convenient to her, and she agreed as if that was an okay thing.

My dad does his best, but my mom blatantly will never respect my gender identity. She’s bluntly told me she’ll never refer to me as “he”. She sometimes uses “they”, but treats it like a burden. When I correct her on my pronouns, she becomes angry and snippy and she tells me to stop “playing this game” or “pushing my agenda”. Ever since I came out, she’s been clear that my gender makes her life difficult and is a huge burden to her.

Because I don’t have the means to not be financially dependent on her, she holds the money she spends on me over my head like I’m some leech. If I speak up, she’ll find a way to mention how much money she’s spent on me over the years until I’m guilted into shutting up.

I got my $950 tax return, and thought I could finally start saving up to move back out. She took $800 of it to go towards my education whenever I go back to college. She has denied me the opportunity to try and save up to leave.

She was supposed to put $50 in my account on the 27th. A few days before, she informed me that she would only give me $25 because she had to clean my bathroom. She cleaned it without telling me or letting me know so I could tell her not to and clean it myself. At this moment, on the 28th, she hasn’t even given me the $25.

She treats my girlfriend and I far different than my brother and his partner. She’s queerphobic, and it shows very bluntly.

I feel as though I can’t leave the house. She’ll invite me to do things and go run errands and apparently THAT’S when it’s okay for me to leave the dog at home and have dad watch her. Right now mom and dad are gone and I’m looking after their dogs.

My mental health is rapidly deteriorating. I am nearly constantly thinking about how I’m going to commit suicide. She knows that 3 of my 4 suicide attempts in the past were at least partially because of her. She doesn’t care. I started publicizing her transphobic aggression on Facebook and tagged her in one of the posts. She unfriended me and my girlfriend.

I’m stuck here. I’m physically and mentally isolated in this place. I live here but I don’t. Everything I’ve listed is from the past few weeks. If I tried to cover everything she’s said and done ever since I was 9, it’d take me at least a week to write everything down.

I want to start doing drawing/writing commissions, but in two weeks I’m going away for a month so I can’t consistently do them ((hell, I’m trying to get one commission done before I leave)). I might actively make a gofundme when I get back. I’m looking into donating my blood plasma, or checking if there are any local medical studies that I qualify to partake in. 

I do have a PayPal, and the donation button for it is on my blog at the top. I just want to get out of here. Any money I make from commissions/donations will solely go to getting the hell out of here.

Admittedly, it is an easily forgettable day not worth remembering, though Google is saying it’s the 14th. ^^;;;

Also can I just point out the the picture next to his name is the “I cheated on all my tests through high school, never got caught, and graduated with a 4.0″ face.

I don’t know who you are and why we’re not on the best of terms, but it means a lot to me that you’d reach out. I’m in a… bad place right now, but I’ve finally admitted it to the people in my life, and they’re trying to help me.

I don’t know where life has taken you, but I hope you’re also doing well.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

Probably while playing a video game tbh, or while drawing. Shit’s annoying and taxing on my patience, but also gratifying.

24. What are you sitting on right now?

My couch with a red blanket on it because the bare couch fabric is scritchy and scratchy and fuck that noise.

2: Favorite dog breed?

All doggos are good doggos, but if I had to pick a breed then it’d be Siberian Huskies.

11: Favorite food?

SUSHI.

37: Favorite candy?

Typically fruity gummy things, like peach rings or gummy lifesavers.

75: What are you going to do when you grow up?

??? I??? Literally don’t know????? ???? ????

89: Who makes you laugh the most?

My girlfriend, @jynxcomplex, cracks me the fuck up constantly because she’s wonderful. <3

131: Small Town or Big City?

Small town just outside a big city… so, suburbs.

154: Hugs or Kisses?

Why not both??? But hugs feel really nice and warm, though kisses are great too.

165: Do you believe in aliens?

I think it’s arrogant to have such a large universe and still assume we’re the only planet with life on it, so I think there’s gotta be something or someone out there.

187: My pet is…

She’s technically a service animal- my doggo, Peaches! She’s a Chihuahua/Jack Russell Terrier and she’s sassy and I love her.

My immediate thought is Milady because she hides a huge-ass Gatlin gun under her skirt, but if we’re assuming that everyone is using their awakened Persona it requires a bit more thought I suppose.

I’m leaving out the protag because UHM. FUCKIN. SATAN.

Hecate is a strong contender with Concentrate and her strong af fire magic. Kamu Susano-o is the strongest physical attacker, but he has no means to heal himself, whereas Hecate at least gets a couple healing skills. Mercurius doesn’t hit as hard as the others and is a bit squishy, so even his healing wouldn’t keep him alive long enough imho. Astarte’s got a great advantage with both the -karn skills, but no Dia skills either and -karn skills use up a shit ton of SP. Anat is no longer rideable which sucks but she’s got some great healing and decently strong magic. Seiten Taisei is in the same boat as Kamu Susano-o, except kind of worse since he’s not as speedy. 

All that said, I feel as though Hecate and Anat are the strongest contenders. I’m going to say that Hecate would win, in my opinion. So, Ann.