PERSONA DANCING ALL OVER MY SOUL
"I generally just tumble around."
sixtynine-sixtynine asks:
I know right, I'm smoother than a fresh jar of skippy. //promptly trips over 9385348 wires and eats dirt

acceptmyshaft:

thewritegrump:

acceptmyshaft:

thewritegrump:

acceptmyshaft:

justaprinceofthegalaxy:

PFFFT I feel that.

//slides into the room// //gets wicked rugburn//

FU KC

Imagining myself running over to check if you’re okay, faceplanting on my way over and getting my own wicked rugburn. On my face.

Oh my gosh we are absolutely flawless! XD

I swear some days I’m so clumsy it hurts I’m simply faultless. 

I have a friend who was inured for most of her junior high and high school career. I think she was on crutches more days than she wasn’t- she would often joke “I swear,man, that curb just jumped out at me!!!”.

When I was in the weight loss boarding school that i was forced to go to I got a wicked stress injury in my foot from just

walking

honestly i swear to u

just my fat butt couldn’t handle walkING SO IBROKE A BONE

i had to wear what my friend tenderly calls the “space boot” for 4 months

MONTHS

!!!!!!!11111111

Oh my gosh- I’ve been to a few of those camps and there were some wicked injuries. O-O

It’s a wild place there, I swear.

4 months though? Hell, I’m sorry!

ye dude I was at that place they had that terrible TV show for called Too Fat for Fifteen. I was almost a “main character” on the show :|

it was nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuts

Those camps are so unhealthy it’s freakin’ ridiuclous and dangerous.

I remember I lost about 50 pounds in two months. We would have contests to see who could eat the fewest calories a day and get the most steps in. The counselors didn’t say anything against it. I passed out a couple times from malnourishment, and kids were getting heat stroke and malnourished left and right. It was wild. O-o I had to do that shit three times- I feel your pain. >n<

I feel kind of light-headed. I can’t remember what I’ve eaten today. I don’t remember if I’ve eaten today. I think I had a glass of almond milk, and three chicken nuggets, and an apple.

I’m drinking another glass of almond milk and then I’ll shoot for a yogurt- they’re easy to swallow and have calcium and protein.

I don’t mean to not eat- I’m not like that anymore. It just keeps happening because I never feel hungry anymore.

Yesterday I was weighing myself ((I need to chill but I’ve gotten back in the habit of compulsively weighing- which is fine but I’v been weighing every day which is not fine)) and my mom peered over to see what my weight was. She smiled and looked at me.

“Now, be careful. Don’t become anorexic! //laughs//”

Why would she even joke about that? Seriously- she knows I’m in remission from an eating disorder. Why the hell would she say that and laugh?

Later that day I told her how I wore yoga pants for the first time since junior high, because I finally had the self-confidence to do it.

“See? Now you can wear them! You look so good!”

“Mom, I could’ve worn them before, I just didn’t have the confidence to do it.”

“I guess, but now you look good in them! I mean, fat people wear yoga pants and that’s fine, but they just look better on skinny people.”

Please stop, mom.

Right before my mom went to bed, she told me to stop eating so much.

First of all, all I ate today was half a sandwich and some soup?

Second of all, she knows I’m recovering from an ED so why would that ever be an okay thing to say to me? Even if I weren’t recovering from an ED why would that be a thing you say to another person?

She tried to laugh it off afterwards but like…. dude.

sallywhite92:

graciegirrl014:

Having depression does NOT mean you are sad 100% of the time.

Having an eating disorder does NOT mean you have to be skinny

Having social anxiety does NOT mean can’t ever talk to people.

Having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder does NOT mean you are constantly cleaning.

Stereotypes of these serious mental illnesses and many others need to stop.

HAVING TOURETTES DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU RANDOMLY YELL CUSS WORDS

Anonymous asks:
hey, so you got that stomach surgery to lose weight, and i was wondering what your goal weight is, if that's not too private?

h413y:

justaprinceofthegalaxy:

Well, if I could clear one thing up super quick.

I did not get stomach surgery to lose weight.

I got it to be healthy.

I believe that healthy comes in all sizes, but for me it is not the size I am at. And in order to live a more fulfilling life and not worry about possible health complications, I need to take care of my body a certain way. My mom’s side of the family has handed me some pretty gnarly genetics in terms of diabetes, thyroid problems, and PCOS, and the most efficient way to keep all that under control is to be at a weight that is healthy for me.

I just don’t want anyone to misinterpret me. There are plenty of people in this world who are healthy and fine at my current weight. That is not what healthy looks like for me.

Anywho, since the rest is talking about numbers and weights, I’m putting a read more for some of my lovelies who are sensitive to reading that sort of stuff.

Read More

Love how you wrote this. Being at certain weights can be health for some people and not for others. People can be overweight and be super healthy but for others their weight can be harmful and worsen their issues.

Me on the other hand, I have a super hard time gaining weight. I struggled with eating for a long time and I got down to be about 95-97 lbs. This is with me being 5’6”-5’9” (was during a growth spurt so I’m not exactly sure). I’ve been in recovery for a really long time but with the medications I’m on and just due to the fact I got my dads genes (tall and lanky) I’ve only been able to get up to around 120 lbs but I’ve done a ton of tests and I’m healthy at the weight I’m at and its not causing other health problems for me.

YOU DO YOU

Amen to that!

Congratulations on making so much progress in your recovery! ;u; I’m very happy that you were able to reach a weight that is healthy for you, and that you’ve been overcoming the odds stacked against you. ^.^

It’s certainly not an easy battle on either end of the scale, but I know it’ll be worth it when I make it. ^-^

Just took a nice shower to test out some of my other products that I got in my Birchbox. =u= I used to cleansing body bar and it was really nice, plus I got another use out of a facial scrub sample I got from Lush when I bought their bath bombs. ;u;

I’ve made a new hobby out of trying different bath/body products lately. Since I’ve been spending less money on food as I’ve been recovering from my ED, I’ve had more to spend on little things I normally wouldn’t try, like bath bombs or aromatherapeutic face scrubs.

It’s really nice, actually. I used to be skeptical of frou-frou brands and beauty products, but it’s fun to try different stuff and the different scents are relaxing and/or stimulating and it’s just a really fun thing to do instead of spending money on food that I would binge with and being stressed instead.

TLDR; I’m enjoying all these body products. =u=

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