roaringstream:

macleod:

lorenzo-of-slytherin:

theoldaeroplane:

living400lbs:

fabulousworkinprogress:

theriversdaughter:

tharook:

asksecularwitch:

vincentvangozer:

derinthemadscientist:

mickeyrowan:

having a flesh vessel is so annoying?????? like they have to be constantly watered, they have to be in specific temperature range to be comfortable, i’ve had a headache for like seven hours and nothing i do will get rid of it,

physical forms are so inconvenient??????????????

I knocked mine over yesterday and scraped off some of the outer barrier and it keeps sending me really annoying warning messages about it

blood.dll has caused an access violation exception

I still can’t figure off how to turn off the monthly compile time. It goes for like 7 days wrecks all the system and takes so much CPU time. 

I got the wrong model, too, and there’s no returns or exchange policy. I’m trying to make do as best I can with aftermarket modifications, but even that’s a real bind. And then I have to deal with all the purists who try to tell me I should be happy with the model I was given.

Mine has a short in the warning and alert sensors, and keeps tripping the alarm system for absolutely no reason.  It’s been taken to the mechanic many times, but the best they can do is recommend daily chemical baths for the wiring to keep it from arc-faulting constantly.

My uterus keeps trying to install this shitty bloatware that comes with certain dll processes and I keep refusing the update, then it goes through the whole defrag process deleting all those files.

My histamine system is faulty and triggers for no reason. I keep turning it down but I have to keep reapplying the patches daily. 

On the plus side some of the case mods you can do are sick as hell.

My optical system’s permanently stuck on a really close focus setting, so I had to have extra camera lenses custom-made to sit in front of the vision chamber before it’ll notice anything more than 50cm away. 

I want to be able to dual boot to another OS, this one is too minimal and sluggish for what I want to do.

I need to find a way to add more RAM because mine can only input so much data before everything crashes. Anyone else having this problem?

Mine has a glitch in the neural processing system- I’ve gone into the mechanic many times now but they can’t find the source. My vessel seems to have a faulty sleep-mode. It activates and shuts off at random, making it hard to reliably complete tasks. Has anyone else run into this, and if so, are there any updates that can repair this issue?

tour guide: now if you look carefully to your left, you can observe the concept of nothingness in that tired gay boy’s eyes

I Am Who I Am, Not Yet

I lost my job today- well, one of them. It’s the second time I’ve been fired from there, with both times being the product of poor communication on both sides. It was my job with hourly pay, so now I just have the stipend position. I’ve already applied for another job, because I need it. Hopefully I hear back soon.

When I found out, all of me came to a grinding halt. I just sort of went to the bathroom and laid on the floor, because I didn’t know what else to do but feel the cold linoleum and stare at a blank ceiling.

Last time I was fired, I was a sobbing mess, wrapped up on a comforter on my couch and shoveling down a quart of spumoni ice cream.

This time, it was oddly calm. At first I wept. Then she held me tightly. I didn’t want to talk about it so I played video games, ate ice cream, and slept.

When I woke up, I was distressed but not nearly as much as I thought I would be. When I started to cry, she held me close and started listing off things. Things I do, things I am… things I never think about, like my eyes lighting up over the smallest of things when they make me happy, or the way I pack her lunches for work and leave little notes in the bag, or the way I never want to stop learning… I don’t think about those things much.

This time around, there was no sobbing, no burying myself on the couch, and only a minimal amount of ice cream.

I’m growing, aren’t I?

sadfairiesclub:

mental illness is weird because even if the toughest shit has been going on i didn’t shed a tear and then literally got a mental breakdown because i couldn’t find my watch the other day

Borderline Problems #1

wowskins-lovely:

Taking jokes aimed at you too seriously and then being convinced the person making them hates you because they meant what they said.

legacysam:

hmwhatthehell:

do u ever feel like you’ve accidentally tricked certain people into thinking you are smarter and have more potential than you actually do and do you ever think about how disappointed they’ll be when you inevitably crash and burn

Fun fact: Impostor Syndrome is ridiculously common among high-achievers, particularly women. If you identify with this post, odds are pretty good that you’re exactly as smart as people think you are, and the failure you’re afraid of isn’t inevitable at all.