I often catch myself daydreaming every second I’m not focused on a task. Most of my friends say that I’m cold until you meet me then I’m a ball of creativity and energy with a good hint of goofy. But under all that I’m constantly thinking and secretive about a lot that goes on In my mind.
Are you able to ask for help when you need it, or do you keep your struggles to yourself?
Allow me to tell you a real scenario from my life: I was getting a blood transfusion a couple of months ago. They had me all hooked up with an IV and everything was fine and dandy. About halfway through, I look down and see that my IV is leaking blood. The nurse was sitting nearby, but looked busy. Any normal person would have probably let her know right away and asked for help.
I spent 20 minutes telling myself that I shouldn’t bother her and that everything was fine. I only called her over when the blood started spilling onto the pillow they’d put under my arm.
How do you deal with boredom?
I answered this one already. :>
Is there an image or song that evokes strong emotions for you?
There are SO MANY songs that give me hardcore feelings. I’m very emotionally tied to music and it’s always been very dear to me, so it’s easy for me to get wrapped up in a song. Some of my favorites that make me emotional are “This Isn’t The End” (Owl City), “Cosmic Love” (Florence + The Machine), and “Diamonds” (Passenger).
Have you ever done something even though the people around you disapproved?
Oh, completely. To give just one example, my whole coming out and simply existing as transgender has been a point of contention between my parents and I. I recently started hormone therapy despite them trying to discourage me and being extremely disapproving. Honestly, I just kind of finally decided to put myself before their approval and I haven’t regretted it yet.
Ideally, I’d like 2-3 close friends and 4-5 friends. I’m not super into that weird sort-of friendship where it’s more like casual acquaintances because that’s awkward to me.
What’s something that people assume about you that isn’t true?
A lot of people have the audacity to assume my gender, so there’s that.
How do you deal with boredom?
I spend like two hours trying to decide what to do and by the time I do, it’s too late.
Kind of? In middle school I was more into the scene aesthetic than the emo aesthetic. I was the neon skinny jeans, jagged bangs, and graphic T-shirts kind of dork and I listened to all the standard emo/scene bands. Most notoriously, I was super into Blood On The Dance Floor and to this day I don’t even regret it even though they’re trash.
Oh geez that’s difficult…I don’t know if I could pick one so here’s my favorite of different genres: Higurashi (Horror), Ouran High School Host Club (Harem), Peach Girl (Romantic Drama), Marmalade Boy (Romantic Comedy), Death Note (Shounen), Houseki no Kuni (Drama)
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
Nope; I kind of like it, honestly. I don’t like when it comes with power outages, though, since I do fear the dark.
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
I use Fairly Traded Honey from Lush for my shampoo, and Sugar Daddy-O Solid Conditioner from Lush for my conditioner. I sometimes use the American Cream conditioner from Lush, though.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
The list would be far too long- with everything combined, it easily exceeds 100. I will alternatively list all of the consoles/gaming systems I own: Gameboy Color (x2), Nintendo DS Lite, New Nintendo 3DS XL, Nintendo Gamecube, Nintendo Wii, Nintendo WiiU, Nintendo 64, Playstation 2, Playstation 3, Playstation 4, and Playstation TV.
