PERSONA DANCING ALL OVER MY SOUL
"I generally just tumble around."

@ my followers with chronic pain

enirt:

justaprinceofthegalaxy:

If you can at all help it, please do NOT take more than the recommended dose of over-the-counter ((OTC)) painkillers. I know that OTC painkillers are not particularly harmful nor addictive, though the a persistent and high dose can be harmful in the long run. Your stomach, liver, and kidneys can be seriously damaged by long-term use of painkillers, even at the recommended dose if it’s too often that you take it. Also, while I said that OTC painkillers aren’t addictive ((which is technically true)), they can create a dependency that will lead to much more severe pain unless the recipient keeps taking more frequent and stronger doses.

It’s a catch-22, really, and sometimes there is no other feasible option. I want to warn you all, though, in case you haven’t gotten to this point yet. I’ve been taking OTC painkillers daily for years now, and it’s at the point where I can’t go to class or leave the house without taking it. The dependency my body has developed causes me to have headaches even worse than the migraines I take painkillers to control in the first place. It’s a shitty position to be in, because I need to keep taking them to be able to function, but the more I take them, the less healthy it is to take them, and so on in the cycle.

TL;DR Please take OTC painkillers seriously. They are not a highly-controlled substance or prescription drug, but like all chemicals and drugs they do come with their effects that you should be aware of.

I was taking painkillers daily for a couple weeks and I didn’t realize the side effects it can have on your liver and kidneys. I already have a chronic illness, I really don’t need to deal with that too.

I feel like the pills only really helped in the way of placebo anyways, but I was still afraid of what would happen if I stopped. I actually felt better when I stopped taking them and I realized they never really helped in the first place.

That’s true- they genuinely don’t work for some people. A friend of mine would take Excedrin for migraines, though she doesn’t react well to man-made medicines, so it really didn’t do anything. For myself, it does make a marked difference to a degree, though I know that if I’d never started taking them like this then my migraines wouldn’t be as bad as they’ve become in the first place.

This raises a great point: Genuinely evaluate how you feel when you take an OTC painkiller because some types or just OTC painkillers in general may not affect you in a significant way. Personally, Tylenol doesn’t do shit for me, but Excedrin does, etc. If one works for you, please try to use it sparingly.

@ my followers with chronic pain

If you can at all help it, please do NOT take more than the recommended dose of over-the-counter ((OTC)) painkillers. I know that OTC painkillers are not particularly harmful nor addictive, though the a persistent and high dose can be harmful in the long run. Your stomach, liver, and kidneys can be seriously damaged by long-term use of painkillers, even at the recommended dose if it’s too often that you take it. Also, while I said that OTC painkillers aren’t addictive ((which is technically true)), they can create a dependency that will lead to much more severe pain unless the recipient keeps taking more frequent and stronger doses.

It’s a catch-22, really, and sometimes there is no other feasible option. I want to warn you all, though, in case you haven’t gotten to this point yet. I’ve been taking OTC painkillers daily for years now, and it’s at the point where I can’t go to class or leave the house without taking it. The dependency my body has developed causes me to have headaches even worse than the migraines I take painkillers to control in the first place. It’s a shitty position to be in, because I need to keep taking them to be able to function, but the more I take them, the less healthy it is to take them, and so on in the cycle.

TL;DR Please take OTC painkillers seriously. They are not a highly-controlled substance or prescription drug, but like all chemicals and drugs they do come with their effects that you should be aware of.

So my girlfriend and I are tidying up the apartment since we’re having guests over tomorrow, and it’s kind of a lot to do. She keeps making sure I pause to take breaks, though, so I don’t overdo it and cause my back pain to flare up too bad. I often get carried away even when I know better, so I’m thankful I have a partner who looks out for me and helps me remember to respect my limits. 

#chronicpain
I’ve got these menthol patches plastered on my lower back, neck, shoulders, thighs, and arms. Yay.

#chronicpain

I’ve got these menthol patches plastered on my lower back, neck, shoulders, thighs, and arms. Yay.

I took a piping hot bath with a bubble bar and some bath oil that has menthol in it. That helped numb my body down. I’m going to use a massage bar to put more soothing oils on my bod, and invest in a heating pad and icy hot with my next payment.

Chronic Pain Be a Bitch

I’m in so much pain right now– my back and shoulders have been getting worse. I had to lug a 35 lb bag from my apartment to my class, then back… because of a mandatory assignment where we needed to cook two dishes for the entire class. 

I’m laying back and trying to not hate everything. I can’t afford anything I need for pain relief. I’m broke. I’m going to be an asshole and say my PayPal is jram1996@gmail.com, but I honestly don’t expect anything. I also have an Amazon wishlist of pain relief things, though ((again)) I don’t expect anything. I mostly just wanted to complain while I’m bedridden.

Me: Boy howdy today was, in fact, a day if I ever did see one.
Friend: What happened?
Me: Nothing, I'm just at a point in my life where simply existing is an exhausting task.

It’s kind of exhausting that I’m often measured by my ability to mimic a genuine able-bodied neurotypical™.

Insomnia is strong with me tonight. I can’t sleep right any more- I need a stronger sleep aid. I’ll have to talk to my psych about it next time I see him. I couldn’t fall asleep until 2 am. I woke up for the fifth time around 4:15 am and figured a...

Insomnia is strong with me tonight. I can’t sleep right any more- I need a stronger sleep aid. I’ll have to talk to my psych about it next time I see him. I couldn’t fall asleep until 2 am. I woke up for the fifth time around 4:15 am and figured a snack and bathroom break would fix it. It’s 5:30 am. I cannot go to Chemistry this morning or I will NOT have the spoons to go to work… there’s a Chem exam on Wednesday but I’ll just look up the study guide and prepare on my own. I’m hoping I can go to Calculus because I’m struggling with it and I also have a Calc exam on Wednesday but I feel so drained and my head is throbbing worse than usual.

I Need to Follow More People

I’m only following like 120 people and I need more non-fandom content on my dash. I mean, if you post fandom stuff that’s okay, I just need something to break up the Undertale revolution. :’D

I want to check out and maybe talk to more spoonies, non-binary people, and so on. Basically I’ll just list what I’m looking for- feel free to reblog as a signal boost, just tag it as ‘signal boost’. Tag otherwise or don’t tag and I’ll go check your blog! 

Looking For People Who Are or Who Blog About:

  • Spoonies/Chronic Illness ((All kinds, but narcolepsy, cataplexy, and chronic pain specifically are relevant to me.))
  • Transgender/Nonbinary People
  • Neuroatypical People ((Again, all kinds, but the ones specific to me are BPD, OCD, PTSD, GAD, and Depression))
  • College Students ((I just started college and I just keep blogging about my experience and would follow people who blog about their, too!))

So, if you’re any/all of the above, hit me up with a reblog! Mention in the tags which apply to you, and if you’re just boosting, tag as signal boost.

Today I decide to try and explain the concept of spoons to non-spoonies. Fellow spoonies, let me know if you think this was an adequate description? If so, pass this around. Use it if you want- whatever helps get more people in the know, you know? 

~Follow me on the tumbles/Youtube and affirm my need to be an awkward disabled queer blogger.~

TFW you haven’t even gotten out of bed yet but you’re already low on spoons.

TFW you haven’t even gotten out of bed yet but you’re already low on spoons.

Honestly I’ve only been cleaning and sorting for 40 minutes but I’m already so tired; my head and my back ache. I want to lie down but if I don’t get stuff done today my mom will be angry with me.

My blow dryer is so loud that I can’t use it right now. I’m praying to God that my thick, messy hair dries okay and not wild like it tends to.

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