somebody who has a psychotic &/or personality disorder: hi
tumblr: except for you
I swear, my list of diagnoses is getting so long it may as well be a shopping list.
“Honey, I’m going to the store, do you need anything?”
“Oh, yeah! Can you get a couple packages of depression, and maybe a carton of anxiety? Also, if there’s a good price on them, pick up a pound of panic attacks. They’re in season right now, aren’t they?”
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empty skies full of shooting stars
wishless granters from way afar
I will leave my window ajar
to plead my case, although bizarre
however rare I want one thing
please say it’s something you can bring
it’s lighter than a mere shoe string
harder to find than angel wings
safety, peace, joy, and happiness
divine relief from my distress
not from a pill; that’s not progress
but true freedom from my life’s mess
| May 23, 2014 — 1 note — Tags |
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I like to end every day with a cup of tea with milk and cream. It’s a habit I’ve gotten into in past month or so, and I love it.
To make it to the end of the day in one piece is a huge accomplishment for me, and having my tea is like a little celebration, or a definite finish to my day.
When I drink my tea I can sit back and think, “I made it through another day. I fought with my mind all day, but I won and here I am, cozy at home. The day is finished, and tomorrow… I can worry about tomorrow when that comes.”
If you’re reading this right now, you’re making progress whether you realize it or not, because you’re right here, and you too have made it through another day.
Take it one day at a time.
| May 22, 2014 — 9 notes — Tags |
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I have a lot of pet peeves, but one that gets my blood boiling every time is when people make light of OCD. It’s such a stigmatized disorder, and it’s commonplace for people to make jokes about it. If we’re ever represented on TV, it’s a running gag about how much of a neat freak we are (which…
I’ve been doing research on OCD for a
Sports Medicine class mini project. I haven’t gotten much yet, but I do agree it shouldn’t be taken lightly. I watched this episode of Dr. Phil where this one woman had OCD, and the girl said she can’t have her sister out there otherwise she thought the audience would all think her sister was prettier, resulting in a panic attack. Her tics where trying to be prettier than her sister.
It was interesting because Dr. Phil took about 3 minutes of the episode to tell the audience not to laugh if her behavior seemed bizarre, because it’s a serious medical disorder and can cause panic attacks if she was exposed to a tic of hers.
Exposure therapy is kind of bullshit. Why do that. You’re afraid of spiders, lets but a spider on your arm for an hour and you can’t remove it. If it bites you and injures you, but you shake it off, we need to keep him on longer next time because you failed.Why would you put someone through that. It’s cruel and just causing more issues
Well, because exposure therapy actually works for many people. And of course, my therapist can only set up exposures if I am fully consenting, or else that would be unethical.
So yes, exposures are hell. They are an hour or less of hell, and people need to know that so they understand OCD is serious, but that hour of hell is a big payoff. A lot of things that used to spark a reaction in me no longer do, or do so much weaker.
I mean, I can even sit I a room with a paper hanging over the desk! Before any of my therapy, I would have been on the ground panicking if I weren’t allowed to fix it.
So don’t get me wrong, exposure therapy is helpful to those who consent and are willing to do it. It’s hell in the moment and shouldn’t be taken lightly, but it does work.
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Hello, everyone. I decided to start a mental health blog both to track and maintain my own progress in my recovery, but to create a place for others with mental health issues to find resources, information, and most importantly, support.
I hope that this blog will flourish into a place where can…
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fun fact: you don’t cure depression by telling me i have nothing to be sad about
another fun fact: you dont cure anxiety by just getting up and doing whatever it is that makes you anxious
3rd fun fact of your day: you don’t cure an eating disorder by asking people to drop the act and eat normally.
-Katawa Shoujo
-K-ON
-Clannad
-Pokemon
-The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
-Social Justice Things
-Mental Health Things
-Professor Layton
-Food
-Body Positivity
-Game Grumps
-Earthbound
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*chants loudly*
I AM AN OVERCOMER
I’M WORTH IT
I DESERVE HAPPINESS
I DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE
I AM BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME/DAMN FINE
I AM SMART/CREATIVE/WISE
I AM VALUABLE
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Fun Fact: My migraines are getting worse lately, and I’m not allowed to take painkillers for them.
I’m starting to get really paranoid because it’s only a matter of time before I have an anxiety attack from my migraines. I haven’t had one at school since May, and I’m hoping to keep it that way.
Stressing over this isn’t helping my anxiety, though.
Help.
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“Ugh I’m just so OCD today”
OCD is not a mood.
Repeat: OCD is not a mood.
OCD is a bandaid on my fingers because I bit one nail and they all have to be the same length and one finger started bleeding because I started biting them too short.
OCD is accidentally cutting my tongue on the soda can because I have to press my tongue along the sharp edge of a soda can every time I drink from one.
OCD is getting a headache whenever I brush my teeth because I have to hit the back of my throat 3 times and that makes me gag and gives me a headrush.
OCD is getting up in the middle of class because one paper is sticking out on the teacher’s desk and I am about to cry because it bothers me so much so I fix it even though people stare at me.
OCD isn’t some cute quirk. These are embarrassing, weird, gross rituals/habits that interrupt my life and make me self-conscious and ashamed about everything I do.
So if you could kindly shut up about how you’re feeling OCD because you did a bunch of cleaning today, that’d be fantastic.
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