PERSONA DANCING ALL OVER MY SOUL
"I generally just tumble around."
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somebody who has a psychotic &/or personality disorder: hi
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I swear, my list of diagnoses is getting so long it may as well be a shopping list.

“Honey, I’m going to the store, do you need anything?”

“Oh, yeah! Can you get a couple packages of depression, and maybe a carton of anxiety? Also, if there’s a good price on them, pick up a pound of panic attacks. They’re in season right now, aren’t they?”

What do I win?

What do I win?

–Wishing Stars–

empty skies full of shooting stars

wishless granters from way afar

I will leave my window ajar

to plead my case, although bizarre

however rare I want one thing

please say it’s something you can bring

it’s lighter than a mere shoe string

harder to find than angel wings

safety, peace, joy, and happiness

divine relief from my distress

not from a pill; that’s not progress

but true freedom from my life’s mess

I like to end every day with a cup of tea with milk and cream. It’s a habit I’ve gotten into in past month or so, and I love it.

To make it to the end of the day in one piece is a huge accomplishment for me, and having my tea is like a little celebration, or a definite finish to my day.

When I drink my tea I can sit back and think, “I made it through another day. I fought with my mind all day, but I won and here I am, cozy at home. The day is finished, and tomorrow… I can worry about tomorrow when that comes.”

If you’re reading this right now, you’re making progress whether you realize it or not, because you’re right here, and you too have made it through another day.

Take it one day at a time.

likeaclassicbitch:

aerloxlehkka:

verhungernde:

fun fact: you don’t cure depression by telling me i have nothing to be sad about

another fun fact: you dont cure anxiety by just getting up and doing whatever it is that makes you anxious

3rd fun fact of your day: you don’t cure an eating disorder by asking people to drop the act and eat normally. 

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*chants loudly*

I AM AN OVERCOMER

I’M WORTH IT

I DESERVE HAPPINESS

I DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE

I AM BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME/DAMN FINE

I AM SMART/CREATIVE/WISE

I AM VALUABLE

Fun Fact: My migraines are getting worse lately, and I’m not allowed to take painkillers for them.

I’m starting to get really paranoid because it’s only a matter of time before I have an anxiety attack from my migraines. I haven’t had one at school since May, and I’m hoping to keep it that way.

Stressing over this isn’t helping my anxiety, though.

Help.

“Ugh I’m just so OCD today”

OCD is not a mood.

Repeat: OCD is not a mood.

OCD is a bandaid on my fingers because I bit one nail and they all have to be the same length and one finger started bleeding because I started biting them too short.

OCD is accidentally cutting my tongue on the soda can because I have to press my tongue along the sharp edge of a soda can every time I drink from one.

OCD is getting a headache whenever I brush my teeth because I have to hit the back of my throat 3 times and that makes me gag and gives me a headrush.

OCD is getting up in the middle of class because one paper is sticking out on the teacher’s desk and I am about to cry because it bothers me so much so I fix it even though people stare at me.

OCD isn’t some cute quirk. These are embarrassing, weird, gross rituals/habits that interrupt my life and make me self-conscious and ashamed about everything I do. 

So if you could kindly shut up about how you’re feeling OCD because you did a bunch of cleaning today, that’d be fantastic.

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