Current Mood: crying in the bathroom.
| May 9, 2016 — 1 note — Tags |
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I am insecure and sensitive and I ruin everything I love
no offense mom but i don’t want to exist anymore i want to disappear into the sky thanks for raising me
(Source: sicklygrl)
It sucks how a fandom can ruin something cool ((not just talking about the gamefaqs thing- that’s minor I just mean the attitudes and flaws of a fandom)). Undertale is an amazingly-crafted and powerful RPG. It is easily one of my favorite games, and deserves to be recognized for how impressive it is. Though…. this might just be my opinion, but I it’s just asinine that people are clinging to this new game as if it’s the greatest thing to ever grace the gaming market with the best everything and all the classics are just stupid shitty titles protected by nostalgia like ew.
It’s almost 1am and I’m just really done with people feeling so damn obsessive over a freaking popularity contest. If I hadn’t already fallen in love with Undertale I would have seen the obnoxious tumblr posts about the poll and resolved never to play it because of how damn childish people be acting about it.
Why is this so infuriating to me? I can’t tell you why because I don’t know I just know I’m sleepy and irritated.
If I unfollowed you let me know later bc I wasn’t keeping track.
| Dec 9, 2015 — 10 notes — Tags |
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If you like a game and appreciate it, DEFINITELY show your support. Let it be known that you think it’s a great game, that you admire someone’s hard work, that you want other people to have the great experience you did. That’s fine, and okay, and totally awesome to do, especially for indie developers who have a harder time garnering an audience. I think what just gets to me is that with the whole gamefaqs poll, it seems the focus of loving on Undertale in the fandom has been shown by proving how it’s better than other games- people seem especially bent on comparing and crowning it champion over classic games, games that are notoriously popular, etc…. it just comes across as really immature, and it turns me off to the game despite it being a game I played and readily consider one of my absolute favorites. It’s just a shitty attitude to have, I guess, and it’s really grating on my nerves so I had to make a rant about it. If you don’t agree that’s well and dandy, I just needed to put this out there since it’s been bogging down my brain.
| Dec 8, 2015 — 5 notes — Tags |
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I LOVE Undertale to death and I honestly think it is a brilliantly designed and crafted game, but I’m kind of starting to get annoyed by people who gush about how it’s the best gift to mankind and all other games can’t hold a candle to it and it’s the greatest game that has ever been made and will ever be made. Undertale is absolutely an incredibly impressive game, though it’s obnoxious when people act like it has to be asserted over all other games because UNDERTALE IS BETTER AND WE NEED TO HAMMER ON PEOPLE THAT INDUSTRY GAMES AREN’T EVEN GOOD ANYMORE LIKE GET ON THE UNDERTALE LEVEL!!!!
| Dec 8, 2015 — 15 notes — Tags |
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Trying to contact another friend and see if they want to come over. I feel stupid.
| Nov 6, 2015 — 1 note — Tags |
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I’m trying to cry quietly so my parents don’t hear me.
I’m so sick of being sick, and today it’s just getting to me more than usual. I have to keep asking my parents for more money to pay for all these doctors and medications- they’re giving me the money, but I feel so bad that on top of college they have to pay for all this crap. Six doctors, six prescriptions, scans and bloodwork… it adds up so much and it feels like I’m constantly in a doctor’s office being diagnosed with new problems while barely managing the current ones. I try so hard to stay positive but it’s just so hard being so sick all of the time. I spend at least $1,100 per month for medications and appointments and treatments. In a year that’s more than my college tuition. I feel like such a financial burden and emotional burden, but I can’t pay for all of this without my parents’ help. I can’t even make enough money to buy food for the month with my part-time job.
I know I’m whining but it’s just so difficult and it’s really getting to me today.
| Sep 24, 2015 — 9 notes — Tags |
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Even my parents treat my illness like a burden- they’ve been to the doctor with me and heard my diagnosis but still treat me like I’m pretending to be sick and in pain every day. As if I enjoy it. As if I use it to get out of doing things. It’s such a painful knot in my stomach to know that my parents don’t believe me or what I’m going through, and that to them it’s an inconvenience and I’m simply lazy.
| Sep 7, 2015 — 8 notes — Tags |
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I’ve slept for 17 of the past 24 hours and I am still so tired I want to keel over right this second.
| Aug 5, 2015 — 2 notes — Tags |
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