everydayjewels:

sleepyclover:

people are allowed to leave you.
people are allowed to break up with you.
people are allowed to love you but not want to be with you.
people are allowed to not want to talk to you.
people are allowed to put their happiness before yours and do what makes them happy even if it does not include you.
people are allowed to move on from you.
people are allowed to fall in love with someone else.
people are allowed to not want you in their life.
people are allowed to do whatever they want to better themselves and become the version of themselves they are trying so hard to love.
don’t be bitter towards someone who is only trying to be happy.

I feel like this POV does not get enough voice.

I’m trying to cry quietly so my parents don’t hear me.

I’m so sick of being sick, and today it’s just getting to me more than usual. I have to keep asking my parents for more money to pay for all these doctors and medications- they’re giving me the money, but I feel so bad that on top of college they have to pay for all this crap. Six doctors, six prescriptions, scans and bloodwork… it adds up so much and it feels like I’m constantly in a doctor’s office being diagnosed with new problems while barely managing the current ones. I try so hard to stay positive but it’s just so hard being so sick all of the time. I spend at least $1,100 per month for medications and appointments and treatments. In a year that’s more than my college tuition. I feel like such a financial burden and emotional burden, but I can’t pay for all of this without my parents’ help. I can’t even make enough money to buy food for the month with my part-time job. 

I know I’m whining but it’s just so difficult and it’s really getting to me today.

TFW someone gives you an OCD reaction because they’re such an obnoxious human being and you can’t stand seeing anything about them on your dash. ;;;;

Today kind of really sucked and I’m very, very exhausted. I’ve been sleeping terribly lately so I picked up a sleeping aid to try and knock me out. I have an eight hour shift tomorrow and I don’t want to be more tired on top of how tired I already am just by existing.

I’m hoping tomorrow is better. unu

I’ve slept for 17 of the past 24 hours and I am still so tired I want to keel over right this second.

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miss-grace:

Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?

(Source: miss-grace-blog)