PERSONA DANCING ALL OVER MY SOUL
"I generally just tumble around."

Chronic Pain Be a Bitch

I’m in so much pain right now– my back and shoulders have been getting worse. I had to lug a 35 lb bag from my apartment to my class, then back… because of a mandatory assignment where we needed to cook two dishes for the entire class. 

I’m laying back and trying to not hate everything. I can’t afford anything I need for pain relief. I’m broke. I’m going to be an asshole and say my PayPal is jram1996@gmail.com, but I honestly don’t expect anything. I also have an Amazon wishlist of pain relief things, though ((again)) I don’t expect anything. I mostly just wanted to complain while I’m bedridden.

Anonymous asks:
hey, so you got that stomach surgery to lose weight, and i was wondering what your goal weight is, if that's not too private?

Well, if I could clear one thing up super quick.

I did not get stomach surgery to lose weight.

I got it to be healthy.

I believe that healthy comes in all sizes, but for me it is not the size I am at. And in order to live a more fulfilling life and not worry about possible health complications, I need to take care of my body a certain way. My mom’s side of the family has handed me some pretty gnarly genetics in terms of diabetes, thyroid problems, and PCOS, and the most efficient way to keep all that under control is to be at a weight that is healthy for me.

I just don’t want anyone to misinterpret me. There are plenty of people in this world who are healthy and fine at my current weight. That is not what healthy looks like for me.

Anywho, since the rest is talking about numbers and weights, I’m putting a read more for some of my lovelies who are sensitive to reading that sort of stuff.

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