For the -2 of you who care about my life, here’s a not-so-quick update.
-Put on Maxalt, an anti-migraine drug which I think the technical name for is Ritzatriptan or something to that effect.
-Still starting to work on my ED with my therapist. Had an appointment with her and made more progress. Went to a bakery afterwards and ate three bites of a cherry ganache. <3 Gave the rest to dad, so he was happy. Purged last week, but it was honestly an accident since I ate too much and have a grossly weak gag reflex from treating my body like shit for so long. So that taught me not to binge if I don’t want to purge… and I don’t want to anymore. I don’t want to be like that anymore.
-Met with a nutritionist after my therapist appointment to talk about a surgery I’m probably getting in December. Successful meeting.
-School is cool. Trying to keep up in AP Calc. Senior retreat was a gross thing full of emotion and tears and not fun but I rode a horse named Cody so that helped.
-Scheduled to be consulted for a laproscopic endoscopy because if I’m getting surgery in December first they need to make sure my esophagus is in tact after being a bitch to it for so long.
-Getting like 12 blood tests done on Saturday morning, so I’ll be going to the first school dance that night sans a pint or so of blood.
-Focusing on food is triggering, but I’m trying to focus on it in a good way. I’m not allowed to weigh or read nutrition labels. I cheated a couple times… but I’ve gotten in the habit of taking my temperature every time I want to weight so I have a number to look at. I just temped and I’m 99.0 degrees Fahrenheit. I’m 0.2 degrees higher than two hours ago. Then again, I just showered.
-Wow this is getting really long I just have a lot of medical shit going on in my life with me recovering and being diagnosed with all sorts of fun disorders. I’m starting to look like a grocery list, not a person.
That’s all for now, folks. Stay tuned.