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I feel like I’ve hit rock bottom in a lot of ways. I’m dropping out of college and moving back in with my parents for the summer. I’ll be an hour and a half away from my girlfriend. I might be admitted into a rehabilitation center. The soonest I’ll be able to live with my girlfriend again is August 1st. The more time passes, the harder it’s becoming to eat. I already miss her and we haven’t even moved out yet. I’m nervous about living with my parents because they’ve never respected my trans identity and were the reason I developed an eating disorder when I was younger. I love them a lot, but living with them can be overwhelming. I’m having more frequent suicidal thoughts and I just don’t know what I’m doing.