My avoidance is kicking in hardcore because now I’m thinking of Thursday and how I’ll have to go to English then and I don’t want to go, man. I don’t know why it’s kicking up now because I’ve made it well enough so far this year but I think it’s being in the circle and having to look at her face and have her visibly right in front of me for the whole class is too much and I just can’t do this, y'know? A million spoons wouldn’t be enough.