TBH it kind of sucks that my hobby of 4 years and one of my favorite subjects in school has been ruined because of one person. It kind of sucks that I cannot do what I love to do without compromising my mental health. It also kind of sucks that people assume the “cure” to my problem is to just get over it or forgive them. Excuse you, but that’s not how PTSD works and it’s actually extremely mentally taxing to be around people that trigger you CONSTANTLY.